present simple

your hand is absent
but i see it
but is absent

your desire is not absent
and i smell it
but i don't see it

my desire is also here
wow reaction
and that is why
i stay here
because i hardly remember finding myself
in an md state
just by a ping

if this is not love
then i don't think
i 'll never ever get it

your hand sometimes
is not absent
is right there
around me

but you think twice
for this sec
while you think nothing
when my body is absent
so you keep ignoring
the presence

or just the present?